It follows me every day. Talking to “Someone” getting “help” doesn’t fix it. Ill still hate life. Hate people, and the best part is that no one understands. I struggle every day with this depression. I hate it but it hates me. I used to cut to release all of what i cant deal with mentally. Its not a phase parents, its a mental problem. Since I was 12 years old it has haunted me like a ghost.
Ive been having issues, but im a teenager that should be normal. I’m in love with him, and I always love him, But now he’s gone and its my fault. Everything i touch is ruined. I can’t have a relationship. Not because I’m not ready, but because whatever happens will always be my fault. Ill be single… because nothing i do will ever work. Ill be sad and alone for forever.